Hey guys. Long time, no see. So as the title of this journal entry suggests, I'm not doing too good.
I mean my life is great. I'm almost 19, I have a decent job (I work at a doggy daycare), I just got my liscense and a car, plenty of food and my parents aren't telling me to move out yet. But where I've only had one anxiety attack in my entire life up until recently, I've had 4 in the past week.
There's really nothing I should be worriying about, but for some reason I am completely stressed out.
I'm having trouble falling asleep, my brain feels foggy, I'm getting headaches, and I feel tense and jumpy, especially at work (again, I work with adorable doggies. That should be the opposite of stressful). And my boss is great, but everytime he asks how I'm doing I feel as though I'm about to start crying.
I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm starting to think I may have to quit my job, but that really isn't an option as I do need the money. I just don't know if it's worth it, or if this will go away. If it doesn't, I don't know how much more I can take.
What did I do to deserve this...?
PS: Sorry. You probably have your own problems to deal with, without havin to hear mine.
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