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Hey guys. Long time, no see. So as the title of this journal entry suggests, I'm not doing too good.

I mean my life is great. I'm almost 19, I have a decent job (I work at a doggy daycare), I just got my liscense and a car, plenty of food and my parents aren't telling me to move out yet. But where I've only had one anxiety attack in my entire life up until recently, I've had 4 in the past week.

There's really nothing I should be worriying about, but for some reason I am completely stressed out.

I'm having trouble falling asleep, my brain feels foggy, I'm getting headaches, and I feel tense and jumpy, especially at work (again, I work with adorable doggies. That should be the opposite of stressful). And my boss is great, but everytime he asks how I'm doing I feel as though I'm about to start crying.

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I'm starting to think I may have to quit my job, but that really isn't an option as I do need the money. I just don't know if it's worth it, or if this will go away. If it doesn't, I don't know how much more I can take.

What did I do to deserve this...?

PS: Sorry. You probably have your own problems to deal with, without havin to hear mine.

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Rebecca
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I am at my best when the moon is above me. Stars represent past mistakes and I learn quickly. I am quiet and usually keep to myself. I dream in color, and most often dream of the future. I love high places - they give me a vantage point. I am not afraid to hold back my emotions, no matter how hurtful they may be. I have few friends, but I like it that way. I don't really care about what others think of me.
I will never give up without a fight.
I am who I am, and I will not change for anyone. If you don't like me, that's your problem.


"Remember the Past, Revel in the Present, Fear not the Future."
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LilBumbleBear Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for faving "Be optimistic!" ^_^
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ShaleneElizabeth Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the faves :D
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21captainamerica14 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2014
Thank you for the :+fav:
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21captainamerica14 Featured By Owner Feb 8, 2014
:iconlokiapprovesplz: ^ oops
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LittleblueBirdlost Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for the :+fav: doll <3
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